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Action? Yeah that is the title, but I'm not going to be talking about "that" kinda action today. You pervert. I just want to vent a little about a realization that I made today.

I've heard a million times from people, "the only difference between successful people and unsuccessful people is action". Yeah yeah yeah. As with most people I heard it but I never received it for what it really is.

So true though.

Dreams dreams dreams. I've never considered the fact that I could turn my dreams into reality if I worked my ass off. I don't think I'll ever be one of those people who settle for a decent job with decent money. I want to do what I'm passionate about. (Yeah girl, who doesn't?) 

Everyone wants that out of life but many people walk around thinking that they can't. It's sad because I've always believed this about myself, but I'm glad I've finally got past that crock of bull.

Books, music, hair, make-up, web design, and most of all being around people. Those are the things I want to and will do. I've always had a feeling that I'd start my own business someday, because I'm too out of the box to color only inside of the lines of this crazy, amazing thing we call life. 

So guys, if you're passionate about something fucking do it and stop making excuses. If you are able to pursue your dreams and the only thing standing in your way is yourself: whether it be not thinking you're good enough or capable. Get over yourself and show the world what it is you have to offer it. You never know what you are capable of until you at least try. Stop wasting the gifts you have because of fear. Living in fear I've found is the worst thing ever, and what is even worse is the fact that most people don't realize that they are in fact living in it.

So, you made plans with me? When I make plans with someone you can count those plans as already being done because I am a very dependable person. I don't lie; and when I say something I mean it. If I tell you I'm going to do something I do it.

I cannot stand when someone makes plans with me. Plans that I've had all day to get excited for, and then you flake on me without so much as a descent excuse. I mean damn, do I really mean that little to you that you can lie to me and not even so much as explain? I'm done dealing with flaky people. The people who say that they don't mess with fake people are the main ones who are flaky and lie.

You say one thing, but portray something totally different. I deserve way better and have dealt with being on the back burner for too long. I am a good person who is honest, loyal, and respectful. I deserve better, and from now on I won't settle for less.